“I am whom i am. Love it or Hate it ”
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
April 2011
May 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
November 2011
December 2011
February 2012
March 2012
April 2012
May 2012
June 2012
August 2012
September 2012
October 2012
November 2012
December 2012
January 2013
April 2013
May 2013
July 2013
October 2013
helpless...
Tuesday, January 9 || 4:31:00 PM
i think it has been so long since i last felt so helpess... who in earth can help me???
trip to bangkok was cancelled as i am downw ith all the illness i can have, ws given 5 days mc. sore throat, food poisoning,fever,cough,headache, stomach ache... it is like everything... felt so helpless right at this moment...
have to cancel the air ticket and heard from my teacher-in-charge that i am able to get a refund as long as i am able to get a Mc to prove that i am unfit to travel and yes, i got that. went over to fav the MCs and letter over to the jetstar then i made a call to inform them regarding the fax. guess what they tell me,ask me to postpone my flight where i am needed to pay another $170 for the handling and transit cost. i think it is total madness. and also, demand me to make my payment today at 6pm and now is already 4.45pm.
in case not to be cheated by the company, i tried smsing all my friends whom are already at bangkok to try my luck and check whether anyone has auto-romming. and i am glad that my teacher called me back. as i told her what happened, she thought it was mad also but when she was telling me what i can do, my phone batt flat at the critical moment. at that momebt, my heart sank to the bottom.
although i was accompanied. but i felt helpless. no help was given and you were there, keeping quiet.i gues you are thinking of a solution too but why cant i deserve that little care and concern from you. at the minimum, a hug from you. but i get nothing.
went over to talk to another lecturer and wanting to try and get sme help from him but i couldn't. he say he cant helped as me as he did not know the whole story and he scare things might get worse. but i felt that i am pleasing him as though i am down right wrong. the feeling get worse now when i get no return of calls and also, dar's phone also getting batt flat le... what can i do? paid the extra amount?
i paid so much doctor fee and see enough doctors to make me get so freak out for the rest of the year and this is what i get in return. i am so helpless now...
help!!!
