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KO
Friday, January 12 || 1:41:00 AM
Sometimes I just have the feeling of being treated as the unimportance and I had to say this, the feeling is bad. Time may files but it just cannot stop me from thinking whether are we still in love like before? Perhaps we are too comfortable with each other. Or even, tolerating each other till we can feign ignorance? I am really sick and tired.
The world is spinning but deep in my heart, I wished that it could have stopped, stop right at that moment where we have no troubles and believing in our beliefs. It may just seem to us that we are not suitable but I really cannot forsake this relationship, as it is too precious to me. The amount of tears that I have shed is nothing compares to the happiness we had.
Felt really emotion at this moment, I need love, care and concern. But how am I supposed to search for it late night? Or maybe, I am being over-sensitive. It is especially true when a woman is pissed; all she required was a hug, and a kiss. It is that simple and yet, many men don’t get it.
Just being suspected that I am having asthmatic cough, I hope it is not true but it doesn’t really matters as long as I get the attention that I yearn for. My body has been really weak, immune system not working causing me to fall ill so easily.
I realized the reason for me being so emotion is because I felt so empty. No close friend, no rubbish, no nothing. There are times when I was scrolling through my phone book, no one has come to my mind to talk to and to share about. I am pathetic ain’t I?
Please give me the energy to run along as the world spins.
Please stop me from shedding tears.
Please be generous and shower me with care and concern.
Please lift me up if I had fell.
Please tell me you love me when I needed the most.
Please stand my nonsense when I am being childish.
I am knocking out soon… KO.
