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Friday, January 5 || 11:37:00 PM
Having to hear that I am chosen for the Bangkok trip, I felt so glad. Finally able to spread my wings and leave this place. Get to shop till I drop. Have been really sick and tiring of my current life, to cope with students and work. And for sure, I know my parents love me and want to protect me but the fact is that the way that they are treating me is totally WRONG. I am a stubborn dude and I can stand zero tolerance. This is a very good chance for me to see the world and get recognition but just due to the bombing, they have to object strongly. I don’t think it is fair at all. To mention something like that, why the stupid country has to be bombed in the middle of nowhere, makes me cant go. Have been arguing with my dad these few days and so to mention I just stopped the cold war with my mom. Isn’t this gonna stop soon? Or like NOW?
You can call me mad. Wanting to talk to my lecturer are also you curse and swear at my lecturer are you again? What can be next? I am just not following your way but must you step into my life? I am really sick and tired of your way of living and the way that you think you are the biggest? I am going mad soon. I know you care but you freaky hell care the wrong way. Please do not be stupid to cough out stuff just by trying to scare me. I won’t be hoax by you and you jolly well stop it. You are the one that gives me the hope and now you are the one that step on it, destroy it. Do you know that breaking it means there will always be a crack between you and me no matter how what?
I decided to forgo my chances and I begin with asking around my friends see whom are interested to go but now, I will still hate you. No matter what. You are the one that cause me to be like what I am now. And I will give up the chance not because you are the biggest but because I still care about my family. So you better get it clear!!!!
P.S: to all, please do not end up like me.
after so much of conflict and argument and, i hope it will end here. with me giving up going...
