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damnit!
Monday, August 31 || 2:18:00 PM
God damn it that I feel so weird today!
Have been feeling rather upset with the fact that friends of my ex boyfriend are deleting me from their FB account! Never did I expect that knowing them for at least 3 years, having their FB, msn, mobile no and we hanged out before, did not made us “FRIENDS”! Sigh! I felt it is childish for them to be doing something like that and also, it make me understand what does “FRIENDS” means to them. Posted on FB and he came asking me who deleted me and stuff! Sigh! Don’t wanna tell him because I don’t want to stir up any more problems!
Then he came calling me up today! Forcing me to say who deleted my account! And I swear, it is god damn weird for us to talk on the phone! I know he is trying to sound cheery when talking to me, but his tone sounded soooo weird! It is like so fake! And after hanging the phone with him, tears start swelling again!
To me, he is like my bestfriend. He is someone whom knows me very well because we have spent the previous 4 years together. He is someone whom knows why am I troubled every single day and what shit I went through. And to me! I know him inside out! We are like good friends but with a gap.
I do wish him all the best in his future and hope he finds a better girlfriend. And I do wish that he is happy that I am/have found someone that is treating me very well too! I hope we can be friends again, and I sincerely do! It is my wish for now!
