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Randomness
Thursday, August 20 || 10:33:00 AM
Nowadays whenever I have nothing much to do and especially when I am at home, my mind tends to wonder off and start thinking emo-ly, the feeling of loneliness starts eating into me. I don’t wish to feel so but I cannot seem to control it from coming.
The fact that the situation could be less ugly turns into an ugly scene with all the arrows pointing towards me. And always, a relationship only consists of 2 parties and not more. But this time round, too many people probe into this matter and everything turn from simplicity to complexity. I don’t want things to turn into like that but who am I to control? In the first place, I cannot stop anyone from saying things behind my back. It is at a point in time that things cannot be turned back because the situation is too ugly to even amend it.
I am guilty, to you, to your family which is undeniable. The guilt may in fact follow me for a couple of years till it slowly fade off. But I am sure that I am enjoying my current life, trying to live my life to the fullest, trying to do things that I have always wanted to do. Now it is time for the next chapter of my life, to move on from here.
So I plead all, please stop haunting me about my past and leave me alone. I don’t wish that this guilt will turn into sorrow and tears. Just let me move on to my next chapter of life.
Ending chapter,
Karine
