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sleepless night
Tuesday, September 29 || 10:39:00 AM
Went to meet my lawyer yesterday all alone, feeling weird about it but I think I will need to face it bravely myself. Lawyer was telling me that my claim will at least take 1.5 to 2 years to settle and right now, she just needs me to recover, and to recover fully. That is my aim too!
Last night I couldn’t sleep again. Woke up at 3plus am and was awake till 4 plus? Before I doze off, and I was late to work. Send a crude sms to baby last night, I was seriously pissed! How could you sms-ed me halfway and just suddenly mia and disappeared? I called and I texted you but you did not replied at all. From 11 plus till 3 plus and all you reply was a “hmm?” you told me you were charging phone and you expect me to accept it.
Maybe you don’t even care whether am I awake waiting for you or not. I know you are stressed up over the fact that you cannot chase your dream, have to work with alternatives and see how the outcome will turn out. All I can say is that, not every one is lucky to do what they want to do. But working with alternatives may not be as bad. You dint wanna a girlfriend and you gonna one, one that gives you attention when you needed. I hope it dint turn out bad too.
Maybe you really don’t need to have a girlfriend, no need to update her, no need to hear her nag, no need to spend time with her. How could you be doing something halfway and do other things and totally ignored what you previously were doing? I don’t know.
I was trying to go back to sleep and I was stupid enough to cry again! And I don’t know why. Damnit! Sigh!
Must be
PMS acting up on me!
