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hmmm
Monday, November 2 || 3:16:00 PM
I dont think my plan is going according to what i want it to be.
Wanna travel on a short trip before i start my school in Jan seems to be so tough. Want to go Genting also seems so far too. Sigh.
Why are the things that i promises myself to do is not fulfilling and more wishes are added to this never going to happen wishlist?
Im going to start slogging for uni this coming Jan and everything is going to be different. I will be back to my work, school, eat, sleep and work, school, eat and sleep again! and not forgetting my projects and deadlines and examinations, all is gonna be part of my life once again.
Sometimes im thinking, am i making the right decision to further my studies? as much as i know having a certificate is important but is this really what i want? once im starting my school, my budget is going to be freaking tight, no moolah for rainy days and stuff. All will be contribute to school fees and bank loan!!!!
The thoughts of it scares me especially when i am still paying off my polytechnic school fee, my braces charges, my handphone bill, allowances to parents and etc.
office work is getting pressurizing as well, more and more workload is issued to me and my partner aint very cooperative as well. I seriously think that the workload spilt between both of us aint very even but there again, who can judge it? hmmmm....
Feeling very upset now actually.
So many thoughts running in my mind and how can i not think too much about it?
