“I am whom i am. Love it or Hate it ”

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I think i just broke one of my resolution yet again. Sigh.

Im letting my emotions eating me up yet again.

Am i seriously very gullible? Is it wrong to believe in what people have been telling me and let it ended up like a passing remark? It may seems like a passing remark or simply, you forgotten about it. But to me, i see to it or even sometimes, i anticipated or even get excited about it.

If you realize, im trying my best to be a good girlfriend, one that is less demanding and try to accommodate more to you. I rarely complains about you working non-stop and us not behaving or meeting up like how normal couple behaves. But yet again, words given by you became passing remarks.

It applies to Genting trip and this and that....

This time round, you told me earlier that you wanna me to stayover today. And guess what, you totally dint mentioned about it. You asked me why am i grumpy and how you want me to tell you? All i wanted was to have more time with you.. and to have our weekly stayover before my school starts. BUT NO! you don't know. You know something? you can don't even say that at all and im alright with it? Once told, i will anticipate and it will turn into disappointment.

What a good day i'm having today... Not sleeping well, having headache since afternoon till now and now this!!!

Sigh....


Even having a pay increment doesn't seems to brighten my mood till now. sigh

*Edited*

I was told this song by him in FB...





作词：方文山 作曲：周杰伦

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密 玻璃上有雾气 在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨 这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句 剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离 感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去

＃这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪

＊这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配

After talking it out with him. I just realize my boyfriend is a silly boy as well!

He told me he dint wanna me to sleep over because he worried that the Malay wedding under his block will waken us tomorrow morning. He wants me to sleep longer. Silly him.

sleeping longer or not is not as crucial as being with you or not. you know that? :)