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KEA
Monday, March 8 || 12:05:00 PM
You know how sad it's for best friends to turn to friends and subsequently hi-bye friends?
Like what you said,
WE USED TO BE SO CLOSE. WHAT HAS HAPPEN?It doubts me as well.
Started off being a clique where you were extremely protective of someone, i would name "A". Then we became best friends despite lacking of meetups and stuff. and now, we are rarely talking to one another and in fact, rarely go out as a clique.
I know alot of things has changed. "A" has became attached and had a major change in her lifestyle but aint that her? Aint we suppose to be happy for her being attached to whom she love instead of picking on her being too engrossed with her boyfriend and lack time for us?
Situation has caused us to get drifted apart as well... but aint those years of friendship well built to tide small minor issues like these?
Situation 1:
We have always been dreaming of staying together, opening shops together when we grow up. But things beg to differ after everyone start to gain exposure. We used to wanting to be Air stewardess together but what happens? You and "A" went attached and decided not to try. We wanted to open blogshop and were putting extra initiative and efforts to wanting to make it happen, in the end it dint. Second time, we tried again on a random note as both of us are always working during office hour. We feel that you were not really interested in doing it as we did not see initiative or interest from your side back then. We really wanted you to be part of us when i had that minor talk with you during prawning, in fact, i know you must be thinking we bastard you. Originally wanted to open together and suddenly, we started without you.
When it comes to Business, we have to talk business. It's no longer like a plain friendship that keeps the business going. We have to take extra effort and initiative to walk towards our goal. We spilt our work clearly and we do show our passionate in making it happens.
P.S: You have yet given me any answers about joining us but we will be waiting for you.Situation 2:
Unfortunately you were admitted to hospital and both me and "A" were unable to go there at our soonest. "A" was at Malaysia while i had to take care of mommy and also, i was dead broke and unable to take cab to travel to visit you but i did sms-ed "B" very often to check about you.
To us, as much as we are not contacting each other, we see the importance of you, being our best friend.
I hope you do understand, to maintain any relationship require initiative. And we do hope to see in you. Tell you frankly, i was disappointed that none of you taken initiative to ask me about my birthday. If you din't realise, if DH did not take the initiative to plan that dinner, i would not even celebrate my birthday with you guys.
Today, i took initiative to ask you regarding your birthday because i do hope we can bring things back to how it was. Not the time when you have doubts in "A" and suspected her lying on my birthday.
It is when we all were
"KEA"
