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another about me
Wednesday, April 14 || 2:26:00 PM
Nowadays i found even more annoymous readers checking out on my life. Just some updates since still quite a few more of you guys are asking me how am i.
These few days were the getting used period where i will, unknowningly remember him. Do not even need to go to places where we went before but just simple meals. E.g: If im eating, i will be worrying if he's eating as well. When i was wandering around park, i will be thinking if he has ended work and head home to rest.
Many of you have asked me to stop contacting him, ignoring him and in fact, tell me that he's the one that is causing such misery on me, why do i even need to care about him? Some even said that i should be glad that he's out of my life.
What i have to say:
I treat every r/s of mine seriously and i will never badmouth any single one of them. Every r/s i have fallen in love, i make sure i put in 101% effort and feeling to him. If he's not returning it, so be it. But please, don't use outsider's point of view to judge us or solely, to judge him. Everyone of us makes a decision based on how we personally feel, but not on others.
Yes, even after broke up, i still love him. It's those kinda feeling whenever i thought about him, i teared. It may only be months, but the feeling on my end is like a sigma, infinite.
Maybe he will find someone better than me. :) i hope he will, all i wish is he would be happy.
Anyway, i couldnt concentrate at all these days. And the reason for my constant breaking down is my :
1. r/s,
2. next week projects submission yet i couldnt concentrate
3. colleague leaving and have yet found any replacement,
4. next week exam.
Wish me luck.
With love,
Karine
