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fuck up.
Sunday, April 18 || 1:53:00 PM
Once again, im heartbroken.
Things seems so complicated between us and i know. you guys are going to tell me i deserved it as i should have stay out of contact with him.
The feeling is still terrible, he seems to remain cool and he doesn't seems to care about me.
My emotions were like roller-coaster and everything when i couldn't control it, i hope to delete his msn, bbm, hp no and facebook.
What's more is that i remember his no, his email add. Even my lappy password is his IC no. i know it's like so what the fuck.
Now he seems drawing away from me and yet again, i feel heart broken.
He may not be the best man whom have treated me the best. Giving me his love, care and concern. Every Sunday, i dream that he would ask me out. Everyday i wish that he would bbm me. that's how i gonna past last week.
Not drinking and partying and finding new guys at all. i cannot moved on or should i say i don't want to move on.
Everytime he say don't see a future in us, in his career and he don't believe in marriage hurts me.
Am i really sucha lousy girlfriend that i cannot even make the guy i love into believing me, believing my love and believing into settling down with me.
Once again, i teared.
I admit, i'm weak.
