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A new beginning.
Thursday, April 22 || 11:15:00 AM
Okay, this shall be the last post that i will be writing for him now as my ex boyfriend.
After yesterday incident, it strengthen the fact that we are indeed a misfit. The thoughts and the belief that you had are often tough for me to understand or to share the same belief.
And at the same time, i actually needed a boyfriend whom will support me irregardless whatever happens. But at that moment when i told you something, you shooted me down even before considering my feelings. You may feel you told me the actual reason and that could be enough. But there again, it's the process that hurts, and it's never pretty much about the ending.
Alas, i would conclude i give up. Finally letting go this relationship, know that he no longer has that kinda feelings for me. Those that he would be crazy over me, and will do all sort of things to make me happy. I think it is the heartbeat faster kinda feeling. Maybe it was just an affection from his side, and it became a habit.
But whatever it is. He did appeared in my life and i have to appreciate him, be it whether he hurt me, ditch me or what-so-ever.
Thank you Mister Soh.Thanks for taking care of me for almost the past 1 year, cheering me up and doing all sorta stunt on me. I will never forget those moments at the bridge, the hair blower issue, the air gun things, the quarrels and etc. Those are part and parcels of memories where i will be throwing them into the hidden memories. And will think of it once in awhile. :)
We may be fuck up and complicated, messed up from the start. but the fact is, we started and we ended.
Take care alright? and remember your meals and stop working like a crazy dude! i hope you get to go oversea for your further studies!!!! And enjoy your companion with your friends.
Good bye.
Anyway, we may need to meet up one day to pass you back your shirt. Wait till the day we will start talking again ba.
P.S: All my friends whom are concern, please stop spouting his negative things to me alright? it's over and i don't want to talk about it. :D but thanks for you guy's concenr.___________________________________________________
As for me, i woke up. Wake up from the dream of pinching a little more hope. A little more hope of getting back together. He may be fuck up but he is still one that i love.
I decided to also throw the love i had for him in my hidden memories corner and buck up my life again.
Am going to study, work and play hard. And maybe, once i take out my braces, i will try SQ. LOL! but anyway, i feel more relieved after the cried i had yesterday.
Even when reading the harsh comments made by him and his friends, it seems immune to me. Maybe im used to it or i really let it go.
Not going to think about it though. :)
做人开心就好。
P.S:
A new beginning.
