As for sunday, i was forced to leave house and head out to meet DIDI for movie and dinner. He is not very comfortable with me alone at home, in fact, alot of my friends aint very comfortable about it as well. hahaha.
As for last night, "we" had a little talk. He accidentally bbmed the wrong person and we chat a little, just like stranger or should i say, with a little weird feelings mixing around the conversation..
He told me this, which i believe many of you actually like it in my FB status
"Nothing is tough for Karine Kwan"
and he also told me this too as well:
"You are right. The others are right too. Don't be too sad because of a jerk like me. Totally not worth it. :D"
OH WELL, whatever happened is fixed. Since decision is made, we should suck it up (Just like how you would usually say it.) No more anger revolving around me.
Just a little upset, a little empty and i need to adapt to the whole new situation and environment again. This time, without a boyfriend which is you. I cannot deny that i misses you be it how you have treated me and be it how many people told me that it's actually better to live off without you. But only i will know what and how you treats me.
(just a side note to you if you read it)You may not be the best, but at least, i know you are trying the best you could. So if you are upset as well, do take care and cheer up. We will all recover and be better. :)
As for what you posted in your FB, i hope it's for me.
以後的路我不能陪你了, 你一定要比我幸福.
I wish you happiness as well. We will both be happy in future, that's what i hope.
Good health and smooth sailing for you and your family. :)
P.S: I think i have rich tear duct, how could i tear in office while reading it? LOL! oh well. off to work and i feel better after writing so much.
Peeps! please arrange a day to meet me ya? alot of friends catching up session nowadays.
