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Emotions
Saturday, September 29 || 5:32:00 AM
I guess after all i am pretty much considered by many that i have split personalities. One may find that i am straight-forward, noisy, expressive while another, could be one that reads my blog and feel that i am a fking emo kia, somewhere there at one corner, drawing circles. LOL!
I just want to say that i am not very good with managing my emotions, especially lately. School and work have been draining me out... And to be slogging like mad without recognition nor appreciation may not be the perfect ending now for a Part-time undergrad like me.
Then i will think back... have i actually feedback to the boss on this issue? was i given "Karine's time" to talk about my prospect and progress? I guess the answer is a No no. Confirmation letter was handed over to me while she walked past and say this is for you. While appraisal was done in like less than 5 minutes as i was attending a course and it is the last day she need to complete and submit the forms.
And definitely, above me... there are a few other senior colleagues or even, the one that covers da boss's appraisal of me. Just so maybe, i am not good with words. I do not "sai nai", i do not complain about the excessive work that is being handed to me.
Today, heard some progression from various colleagues and that keep me pondering... What about mine? what went wrong? what could be done better?
No doubt that i do not OT as much, but that doesn't mean im inefficient. I am just trying to have work-life balance. I do not reply emails during wee hours or over the weekend because i am not given the access to.
Next month will be a crucial month for me and i have decided... it's a DO or DIE mode.
Enough is enough and it's time to fight for my own.
Just hope people around me will understand when one day i made the decision, it is through deep thoughts.
*CROSSED FINGER*
