“I am whom i am. Love it or Hate it ”

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This week will be the most stressful week for me man!

let me plan it out and have a look.

monday: having my communication skill assignment, high weightage and i have to work.

tuesday: Done my principle of marketing project and show it to my teacher,submit tutorial homework for POM and have to work again.

Wednesday: finish my music review and have my modelling tutorial submit.

thursday: done and submit 2 pieces of my drawing for my freehand drawing class and have my tutorial for purchasing to be submitted .

Friday: having an interview with my communication skill teacher and together with my course manager, a panel interview.

out of the above stated, i still have to cope with my Business Studies Club's Events and meetings and too, gonna spend time with my dar dar.

lucky i can still find time to accompany my dar, or else i will DIE of stress.

how am i gonna SURVIVE this ??????????????


look at how cute dar is. he is wearing the santa claus's hat. very funny with those faces but he is really bold in doing something like that in public. haha.

this is my favourite food in Norgen Vaaz. Brownies with ice cream. it is fattening though but i like... look at the shape of the ice cream aint it look like rose?


this is cook by my dad.. very delicious, oiishi desu ne.. and too, very BIG bowl but i still managed to finish it all by myself.. healthy food without any frying, pure boiling. LOLX...



look at how hungry they are? we are eating in a study room which is actually not allowed to eat. but who cares? as long as we are happy.. =) ate till seriously damn full.

this is what we do when we are so bored of class man. seriously cant stand her talking...


sometimes i will ask myself whether are you the right one for me. and if you are, why are we quarrelling for stupid things? why are we like two person from different world trying to blend into each other's life? maybe we really tried too hard till the extend we gave up or we had never tried before? and been really tired already. hurt and loss of donno what to do. maybe it is just the way we are brought up makes us different. there is a saying, "sometimes things are not meant to be together, dont force."but i am already in a spot where i can retreat, once i give up i am left with nothing.

but why do i sound so pathetic? or maybe i am really. not going to sleep and too,tears are swelling up.prople often say that couple are meant to quarrel and i guess we are down in that stage. i still stand in my belief that being quiet will cause no harm. being voiceless will hurt no one.

P.S: i will heal.....


SOMEDAY!!!

have been working for 4straight days and attend to school at the saem time. think seriously deprived of sleep already. groupmember not doing their parts leaving only the two men show again causing me to loss alot of sleep. have been comtemplating throughout yesterday thinking to take over sylvia for work today ad tomorrow. really scare that one day i will just dropped death on the floor to enjoy a peaceful sleep. but still, because of the good paid that i am getting, $50 for 4hours, is really tempting me to to it man. having the thoughts of having to survive on oneself,paid my car fee, saving up for my braces and too, buy presents for dar really make e mad.

at times i think shouldn't be so bother by financial bothers but it just cant get off my mind. and too, i think that it is pretty much stuoid to be independent. but anyway, if i work for the next 2days, i will be bringing home $300. so cannot say much only to pour out my sorrows over here.

down with flu and cough for many days will not heal onless i get back my sleep.

P.S: i am strong so no worries. =)



this is my orignial phone.change from K700i to this phone. it is not bad especially when the phone is being wrapped up. but the only problem with it is that always hanged. at times listen to the mp3 player thrn it will just goes off like no body business. and too,compare to my new phone. it is way TOO thick. haha.. bias to my new phone already.



this is my new phone. have been wanting to get this since it is out.really like the thickness of it.. like so thin lo.. hm.den the function is acceptable and most importantly, i brought it at a very reasonable price. costing me only $288 with a 2 year contract. have been queuing in StatHub for 2hours before i get this phone. having a offer of about $200 down. muz grab ar. giving out a free bluetooth too.. cool right?

talking about the phone. this is the review of it. proud of it man.
Computer

The Ultra Edition 12.9 (D900) – World's Slimmest 3 Megapixel Slider
The Ultra Edition 12.9 offers the latest in multimedia technology with premium slide-up design for business professionals. The 12.9mm slide-up is the thinnest slider ever designed to come equipped with a powerful 3.13 megapixel camera -- leading the 3 megapixel camera phone trend in the global market this year. Unique and dynamic user interfaces enhance user's mobile experience. The main screen will reflect networks and call status by displaying animated graphics to alert users of missed calls or unread messages, and imported documents can be viewed on the vivid 262K color screen. You can also enhance your multimedia experience with the Bluetooth® stereo headset. Whatever your desires may be, the Ultra Edition 12.9 will “slide up” next to you for your next command.


P.s: to those dont like this phone. i do not need any comments made. as long as i like it , i doesn't really care. =)and if anyone know where to download nice theme for the phone, tell me or tag it here. thanks...

i have changed my no to the following so DO NOT sms or call the other no le. 8233 4770.

cheers!

jeff ask me to try and log into beta blogger and surprisingly i managed to log in and he is still stuck with the logging in.. sometimes system cock up or should i say, beta blogger doesn't like jeff..

today went to school for aproximately 30mins for communication skills 2 discussion. luckily my resume and application letter did not go off the topic or else sure get yelling from my teacher,the silent killer.

have been asking my friends and all of us came out with a conclusion that under my teacher's class sure will go bonker one day. it is kust when will we be going crazy only.

then we home straight as i have been deprived of sleep for many days, slpet for quite a lot while and missed my date with dar, suppose to go for movie but couldn't wake up.

these few weeks have been pretty stressful, alot of work to do and still have to cope with work. hope that things will smooth down one day soon!

last thing,for those that know ting fung, i would recommand Ting Fung blog for use of music player when one is sick of his/her songs. cause you can just go to his blog and stay there because of a good selection of music. good job ting fung.

today was kind of a bad day for me. woke up late for school, did not managed to mark my attendence, lost my thumbdrive. really think it was a lousy day for me. but think god is fair, he let me found back my thumbdrive and let dar brought me over to norgen vazz to have our lunch. despite the lousy service that the boss of the rest had given us, the food is still pretty much the same. haven been hanging out over there since school start. ate the brownie with ice cream over there. still as tempting as ever. lucky dar was there to share it with me.

cheers to dar. let's share the big stomach together. like i say, we are on the same boat. hahaa =)

was ask to do this survey so have to paste it here. kind of funny though.

favourite colours: white, black and orange.
favourite food: no particular. love food!
favourite movies: thriller, romance, humour and cartoon.
favourite sport:beach volleyball.
favourite days of the week: friday.
favourite ice-cream: no. on a diet. lolx.
favourite tv shows: SCV channel 55 and 56.
current taste: fruit juice.
current clothes: t-shirt and shorts.
current desktop: laptop, lots of books and a A3 drawing block.
current thoughts: faster draw finish my drawing and get some sleep!
first best friend: Alyssa in my primary school. still bath together before.
first crush: primary 2-3 jeffery.
first movie: cant remember.
first lie: went over to friend's hse and told my mom i have got remedial classes during my primary school.
music: chinese pop and english love song.
last cigarette: primary school. don't know what is that and tried it.
last drink: a cup of fruit juice.
last car ride: this morning, on dar's dad's car to school.
last crush: dar. during AC camp.
last phone call: dar called me to wake me up.
last cd played: yesterday. mixed songs of english and mandarin pop songs. gonna listen for my CDS- music appreciation.
have you ever dated one of your best friends: yes.
have you ever broken the law: yes.
have you ever been arrested: nope.
have you ever skinny-dipped: NOOOO!
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Nope.but i was kissed by this angmok during my work in airport.
have you ever loved and lost somebody: yes.
single, taken or crushing? taken already.
are you happy with your life now? definately.
when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast? yes...
have you ever had your heart broken? ya!
would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you? No. i cant tolerate people who lie to me.
have you ever talked about marriage with another before? Yes. i'm willing to marry him if he ask.
do you want children? yes.
how many? two.
would you ever consider adoption? no. unless otherwise.
if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings? better dont tell me, as now i am happy together with dar.
what is the furtherest thing you and your ex did? kissing.
do you believe in love at first sight? definately.
you believe you can change someone? yes.
have you ever wished that you could have someone but you messed it up? yes.
are you missing someone now? ya. dar dar.


now, you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. list their names down below:
1. shan shan
2. Jeff
3. Ting Fung
4. Dan dan
5. Jeric

took tis from dom's blog.. pretty fun and do try it out yourself like how i am trying it out too.

A- You like to curse alot.
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser.
F- People adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly.
L- you live to have fun.
M- one to have fun.
N- You are dead sexy.
O- You are one of the best in bed.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Fcukin Crazy
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- one of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.
Z- Always ready.


K- You are really silly.
A- You like to curse alot.
R- Fcukin Crazy
I- You have a fine ass
N- You are dead sexy.
E- Damn good kisser.

ok..after doing the test. something seems to be view huh? i like to curse alot? maybe like this huh --> *&$%^##@%&()_((^$#*()*%$%($*) haha.. and i got a fine ass. waaaa.. didn't nod that though. i am silly and of course crazy too. for kisser wise, ask dar.. maybe he will know it much better than me? haha.. pretty fun.. try it and let prople laugh at you.

Tell u guys some really funny stuff. when over for the GL inteview hearing that today was the due date. on the way with dar saw roderic and lindee so we decided to go up for the interview together.The lounge was so filled up with people,guess many people like us wants to be a GL. according to us , No OTC =No life! we went up to the lounge at about 1plus and we manage to cut the queue and finish the whle process by 2.10pm. that is like so fast cause we were having our tutorial at 2 so we can cut queue openly.

were in the room together with rod,dar and lindee together with another two freshie. was teasing at one of them as he got a great lots of movement for his hand gesture.and too, they were like so chinese spoken kinda person, seems to be unable to communicate in english though.

at the mean time, i was playing with the tape and out of no where i decided to stick it on lindee hand and "ouccccchhhhh" she goes, whole lots of hair all come out. According to dar, he sae she has poor control of hair or whatever.

were suppose to rusg down from the interview to our classes, rod went into the lift wanting to open the door for us but dono y keep pressing close so this poor guy that manage to went into the lift before us have to do matrc.. squeese here and der to get in. so after that dar wan to go in. but the lift door cant seems to open so haha.. dar stuck in the middle of the lift with both hand hand leg trying very hard to open the door. soit is like damn funny kinda scene. should have took picture but it is too out of a sudden.

dar manage to get his hand and leg out of the lift thinking that we should walk the stairs instead. rod was pretty scare too,scare that the lift might juz jam there so he wanna get out of the lift. but he cant. door cant open.so he did wat dar did.. using his whole body jus by trying to open the door, dar approach and helped him.. at the mean time, audience like me gettting more and more. all of us were lookin t this interesting show.

just then, both manage to get out but couldn't stop laughing at themself.

guys will be guys eh?

=)

















ok... here are a few drawings draw by me for my cds, freehand drawing.. aint very nice though.. hope still presentable ... really learn alot from this cds.



















do you think this is drawn by me? haha.. nah, seriously i find this picture pretty nice. it is drawn by my freehand drawing teacher in like 5 mins? or even lesser i think. this is called the prospective view. things nearer to you are bigger comparing things further away. this cds i took is like really nice man. really like it.



















this is the basic to draw what you see above. and guess what, thanks to dar. or else i wont be even able to draw sure fine cube. sorry to trouble you though. but teacher say i drew correctly.. phew~



btw, yts dar really make my day. finished work late last night and was pretty hungry so i was thinking of going home to cook maggie mee but surprisingly, dar was outside eating with his parents and uess what? the next moment i saw him appeared outside my house and too, he was holding on to a packet of satay. so cute lo him. but thanks to him,savior of my stomach. but hor i still cooked maggie mee to eat lo.. so no different. =)

















this is wat i have been doing during lecture.. didnt really focus during my lec and drink all tis and too... eat so much.. hahah... kinda fun where you see each and individual of us brought something to the LT thinking that we might be bored to death so we decided to eat and draw till death... LOLX..

brought my new psp at the cost of $345 and it is 1.5 version white color.. kinda good deal rite?some more it is value pack.. sorry,have to forgo my fav, ipod nano limited edition red color and buy tis as tis provides me everything, games,net surfing, music and movie.. hahah

P.S:if anyone have kingdom of paradise umd game to sell,tag me alright?





















guess wat man.. these are the design of my school design dudes to stop aids from spreading and i play a part too. fill up the form have get a free condom.. lalalala...