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Merry christmas to all... too busy and that is why did not update my blog.. all my enteries are all done half way but i will update it sonner or later. anyway, this is what i buy for dar dar as a christmas gift.

a tablet. as he need to draw and design for his photoshop work and most importantly, this package gives a free wireless mouse.. haha...









and this is what i get in return. something that i forgot that i wanted.. something that is so nice that i think is damn expensive. something that caught my eye for that day and till now, he remember. haha...











well, this is what happen earlier... went over to dar's house for the christmas party on the 22nd and all his relatives are attending and i am so nervous. never see his relative before and now, whole group of them appear at one go.. haha

and here is some nice food that his mom cook for the party.. oh god, how i wish i can cook as well as her... and all finish by all of us... haha...









majong majong all the time.. now is over at my bf hse seeing them playing majong.. i am down there to wait for the rain to stop and ask his friend carbison to send me home with the bike... sian.. tired.. haven been telling my dad bout me late going home.. shit la.. dono what to do though.. hmmmmmm. tired.. tomorrow got someone to subsitute me for work and i can go ikea and shop around. tired though...

today went over to work with a slack mood... and dint really work though.. and guess what, even with new environment, i still can eat snake..lol
huishan brought a pack of fries and guess what, she showed me her secret hidding place.. she is so used ot working there that she gets to know the aunti cleaning the toilet and she led us throught the staff door and pass us a cupboard and there we sat down to enjoy our fries in the toilet. haha...

hope tml gonna be better... have to be in school at 12 noon.. sian

Update time...

seriously nothing interesting happen to me these few days, exam period so dint manage to do much stuff also... was like busy studying then go home sleep and study again... hope i wont did badly for this term test as my mind was far away from the examination table and chair.. was long ago in the mood of lalaland...


went over to ajisen to have my dinner togehter with dar after our second paper.both of us as usual have no mood to study and too, share the same interest of ordering the white fish. haha..





























my usual eatting kaki... eat so much... just the 5 of us somemore.. "uncle..1chicken"


























on the second day of my test. abit feeling... went to cook breakfast ad tabao it to school for dar dar.. haha... too bad for him cos he gonna eat twice. once is the food that i tabao then with his friends...


























Lousy fisn n chip from my school Jupitar cafe. sian.. haha..
but taste alright though...




































took some stupid photo of myself.. kinda ugly though... cause boring... and i took a photo using the sketch function.. like quite nice..haha...






























and lastly.. this is what i had for my dinner cum supper.. maggie mee and crstal jade chicken. haha.. just came back from work...TIRED!



finally managed to talk through my dad letting me to go bangkok. hurray. it has really been long that i last took a plane. seriously, i am really damn excted about this trip. helping out in this asia forum 2007 and at the same time, can shop till i drop. this is really great. but now, alot of pepole ahs already ask me to help them buy stuff back alr. weird though. let my term test be over asap and i can daze around with the excitment that i am going to fly... haha...

but think about it, trying to work out my budget. has to save up money to wear braces and too, go bangkok and shop. all this gonna cost gigantic holes in my pocket. hope i can work more and at the same time cope with my studies. ops. as well as spenting time with dar dar.

plan for next week. have to go for e-trial for advance test on thursday. from then onwards, gonna accompany dar as he will only finish his test on friday. so i will sit in his room and see him study, as well as cook meggie mee for him.. haha.. hurray. tired.. now, think i should just go back and focus on my studies. haven finish one subject. and my test starts TOMORROW!

SHIT!!!

hmmmmm, kind of busy day for me. went with darlin's family to mango to shop for a blouse for me. kinda no idea what i want lucky have dar dar. he was like so funny, went to any how chose and pick clothing for me and surprisingly, it looks nice on me. pretty ex wor, 60 plus dollars. that is my christmas present from darlin's mom. then darlin pick up a skirt to match with the blouse and it look damn nice. so dar decided to buy it as part of my chrstmas present. another blue note gone. haha. so we got this free gift, pretty cute.


























then we went over to coffee bean to have our tai tai rest and i saw this bread house that is so pretty, ever thought that anyone would eat this. so nice and the price is very nice too.
























was wanting to go work but my pass expired so cant go in for work. and lucky dar accompanied me and so we decided to go see plane. it has been long since i last sat airplane fly already.


























only then, we saw something that both of us have been wanting to eat for so long. MARRY BROWN. haha. after it closed down for so long, we dint expect there is still one outlet staying strong. dar misses it salad. but the weirdest thing is that they dont serve lemon tea at all. LOLx. but we get to enjoy the food over there. *FULL*


























some snap shot of dar dar.. so cute.


























fan of Bleach, here are some drawings done by my freehand drawing classmate. i personally find it very nice. and i think he is talented. haha. but nt to my liking.



































then my teacher did a portrait for me. but all of feel that my face and nose looks too long and teeth look weird. but for the fact, i think it is really nice aleady. for a noob that cannot draw like me. haha.

























then went over for the GLs briefing. so amny people and so noisy lo. cannot stand. when i was inside the Lt, felt that i am very old already, not into the rara mood. senior citizen is me. haha.so many people in such a BIG Lt.













that is all folk!

cheers

seriously i cant believe i am so stupid to delete my report. and now i FUCKIN hell have to redo it. these few day seriously not my day. PISSED with myself, maybe i should just kill myself for being so stupid....

I can swear to the god that I did not want to drop my phone at all. It is my precious little phone. But what happened today? My phone dropped on the stupid floor. Was on my way to meet buddies for lunch and was standing outside a stall, smsing darling halfway. Phone dropped on the ground as my friend was turning and the bag was big so bang into my hand and I think what happen next, all can make a guess out right?

Seriously, I was like so damn heart pain. Having brought the phone with my sweat and blood and has always been taking well care and protection to my phone and this is what I get in return- SCRATCHES. Bloody hell angry, was so pissed that I couldn’t even know what to talk about my phone.

I am a perfectionist, I cannot stand my NEW stuffs being scratched or even folded. Once I noticed the spot, I will NEVER forget the spot. After the phone dropped straight to the uneven ground, my mind was blank, nothing came across my mind. I felt like throwing my phone away, cannot stand the scratches. No matter how small the scratches it can be, it is STILL a scratch. You freaky hell understand?

Next things that come to my mind was to change the casing but samsung doesn’t sell it casing like how nokia did it. We have to go to the care center and fix it and the casing is freaking expensive. And I still have to go through the same old bloody procedure to protect my phone and let it get scratches again? I must as well go and wrapped my phone to stop me from seeing the scratches. I know it is hard but I have no choice.

Darling was so guilty regarding this matter as he believe that if he did not asked me to sms him, I would not hold my phone in hand. But why don’t I blamed myself for it, if not because I coming menstruation, I wouldn’t be so weak. I seriously don’t know what to do. I am really pissed. SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF.

dint manage to sleep for the pass 24hours as i am involve in the standard chart and i am helping in the stating point of drink station providing the runner mineral water. it was pretty fun and saw alot of my friend whom went over to help out.


look at the no of bottles of water we have to open for the runner? hand damn pain lor!







u see dar so cute lo, go help out still down there play psp, cannot tahan him ar!


this is our breakfast for the day, kinda sucky though but nevermind, have milk.. haha..





here are some update of my daily being. and of course, some weird photos that will lighten up my day..






this is part of my christmas present to dar and he love it. yeah.









look at dar.. he look so cute lo. haha











see how hard working i am? haha