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One of my favorite song that i haven been hearing for at least a year? haha.

He is talented but he dint want to get famous. LOL. And he is call 韋禮安

My another favorite song from him...




‧歌曲介紹：

又一首拔臘加上歌詞很鳥的歌....
也是第一次用Reason完整編的一首歌
踮腳尖...因為demo比較好聽...不編了....我懶.....

I'll be waiting patiently in that little world.
Until you're not afraid any more.
音樂人：韋禮安 音樂人介紹/資訊 語言：國語
作詞者：韋禮安 作曲者：韋禮安
編曲者：韋禮安 演唱(奏)：韋禮安
上傳時間：2007-02-09 17:53:02 檔案類型：MP3 (3.3 MB)
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<慢慢等>
你終究佔據了我的心房 我終於知道什麼叫做瘋狂
因為你我不再怕黑暗 想著你讓我更加勇敢
你說你害怕曾經受過的傷 過去發生的情節讓你迷惘
害怕重演 在妳身上 卻步 讓你失去了方向

或許我沒資格說什麼(有誰不會害怕呢)
但我知道我會願意等(你相信我的時候)

*我會慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等.....等上線 的鈴聲
慢慢等 慢慢等 等到我都睡著了 耐心等只為了心動那一刻
我會慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等.....等紅燈 變綠燈(很鳥吧...)
慢慢等 慢慢等 當你突然覺得冷 我會握著溫暖在這裡等著

And



:)

Anyway, more of his songs can be found here:
http://tw.beta.streetvoice.com/music/wweibird/

Enjoy....

i know you have been spending every of your free day with me and you left it open for me, now it seems like every Sunday has become "Karine's day". You must be thinking that im a greedy girlfriend, that is your only free day and yet im trying to ask for more days.

Im grumpy today not because you are going out enjoying yourself with your friends and im home lazing around. i was grumpy because i wanted to watch HK drama series but the damn China website aint working at all while i waited for like 15mins for the website to load and ended up nothing was loading?

i cannot deny that i was disappointed instead. Asked you many times whether are you off on friday (PH) or not but you did not answered me, told you to finish your work earlier so that PH dont need to work, you dint reply me. Then last night at 11 plus you tell me that tomorrow you are kicking soccer with your friends and then you say you are having OFF DAY. How do you think i will feel?

It is my business to reserve that day for you because you are no one but my boyfriend so you don't need to feel guilty about it. I just think we seriously lack communication and im starting to feel that we are slowly drifted apart although we are still meeting on a weekly basis, exchaging some sms-es/mms-es and short chats on phone at times.

But i don't see the communication between couple between us. There is no needs to inform, no needs to update, no needs to decide on certain things together. i don't know, maybe i think too much once again.

Sigh.

A boring day triggered to be a moody day instead.

Went down to I.T fair today to check out what lappy range is available for my choice.

Originally i was suggested MacBook Pro 13inch by almost everyone of my colleagues but when i head down to Sitex, it seems that Toshiba is having a better deal. So much so for being a little more bulky, a little less chio, a window PC but it is only about 1.4k as compared to MacBook Pro at 2.3k. Total saving of almost 1k which maybe i can save for my Lx 3? LOL!

Took the contact no of the sales person and i think i will be getting the Toshiba one since it is sort of value for money and also, i dont think i need such a nice lappy for school work usage only.

Tomorrow is Public holiday and yet, i have no plans because boyfriend did not confirmed with me whether is he having his OFF day as well. but anyway, he is having his plan and i guess maybe i will either stay home to rest and surf net, to waste my time off or maybe, i can find someone to go out with. Nevertheless, im lazy to search for as well! LOL!

See how it is ba... it is late and nights everyone.

it has been months since i last send in my application for the scholarship that i had applied. And by right, they will notified the selected candidiates by Mid-Nov, it is already almost end of month and yet, i heard no news at all.

Maybe im expecting a little too much, expecting to get that scholarship that i thought i would be able to get it.

Thoughts running in my mind, thinking that maybe my recept didn't submit my application form for me, but blame it on myself, i asked my receptionist to mail it out on my behalf due to my busy schedule.

All the time took to write that long essay, the introduction and everything became nothing. Sigh.

Mommy aint gonna support me for my university fee and maybe i just shouldn't go for my uni and slog again. Maybe it aint gonna aid in my life. feeling very dejected now and i don't really know how to express it.

Maybe keeping it to myself is good, maybe expressing is good.

All i wanted to is to lead a life properly using my own hand. Sigh.

:(

This is my version of simple sweetness. HA!

I have been sick these few days, i believed it is because of the absence of my gay colleague and i had to do 2 men work instead for the whole week. Haven been sleeping well, not talk about recovering. Seems like a throat infection that is causing sore throat and fever. :(

Eversince boyfriend activated his mms services, we had been exchanging mms since a photo speaks a thousand word ya? LOL!

Just when i was about to sleep last night, after a pretty decent and long conversation on the phone with boyfriend. (Exceptionally LONG conversation!) i received 2 mms from him!




When i received the mms, i was wondering why he took the lift with only 3 tabs, because his house lift was renovated and can reaches every floor. I thought he went to collect his mail and took the central lift. (just in case it wasn't renovated.)

Then i received the 7th floor label which puzzles me. And the next moment, a call from him telling me why i don't wanna leave house? and he say he is going to leave. HA! Out i went to find him in my most unglam clothings. (a uber big business school shirt - XXL size with a pant)



Then as usual, he pointed to the same corner where people always randomly littered, and say i littered something there. I thought he wanna teased me but second look, i saw 2 bottles of herbal tea from my favorite shop. HAHAH!

So simple yet so sweet~

I knew he was tired from work but he took the effort and i truely appreciate it. :)
Thank you boyfriend.

Loves.

Below post is taken from someone's facebook account and have no means to spread but it is reeeeaaaallllllyyyyyyy very very sweet~ Even though i wasn't there but yet, i feel the effort, the love and i was touched just by reading his caption and viewing the photographs.

It is a true story, or should i say, the start of a lifetime project by my previous colleague, Mr K.S.

My impression of him is a little geeky but definitely smart and witty.


He has been together with his girlfriend for years and till he realise it is her, the only one that is going to accompany him till he old, till he aged, he plan to propose. :)



The bear that they treasure and had a name for it "Milkshake" and something he did specially for her~

The special corner that he re-decor and arrange.


The moments that he recorded and capture it to the book that he spend hours and days doing it.

Just a short update of out my plain laziness, i have gonna my Specialist dip's certificate, yes, it is like finally after a year of hard working effort plus mugging session. A whole new torture is going to begin soon when i start my degree! HA!

Speaking about it, i dreamt a few nights before that i was selected for the SIA interview and i had to defer my uni for a year or two. LOL!

this is what i call “日有所思，夜有所梦”

P.s: nowadays blog entries so boring, where are all my photos!!! hahahaha! BOOHOO!

You may not be his first, his last, or his only. He loved before, he may love again. But if he loves you now, what else matters?

He’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if he can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can.

He may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break - his heart.

So don’t hurt him, don’t change him, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than he can give. Smile when he makes you happy, let him know when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there.

-Bob Marley

*BEWARE* A LONG NAGGY POST!!!


Are all peeps at my age will feel this lost like im feeling now? i seriously think the feeling is fucked up.

Everything seems planned and unplanned, seems wanting to do everything but nothing seems smooth. Ahhhhh! Hate this kinda feeling.

Been deciding to take up a part time degree course because i will need a degree cert to survive and fight with all the remaining kiasu~ singaporeans. But then, the course that i am interested in needs a 3 years committement to it, there goes my 22 years old, 23 years old and 24 years old.

But i would want to try out SIA's interview to be Air-stewardess as well. Been wanting to be one of them since poly days but dint try out because i wanted to wear my braces first. Took me 6 years till i finally decided to wear my braces, wasted the time or else, i would have taken out my braces when i graduate from poly and i can go for the SIA interview then!

Now, i will have to wait till im 24 years old when im a old hag to try SQ and then, i will be competing with all the xiao mei mei at 20 and 21 years old which is farking my current age~~~!

Now i feel so time-wasting. Ahhhh! and now you will ask me, what i want in life? I dont know a single shit. My only dream is to have financial freedom but im unsure of how to go about it!!!! BOOHOOO!

Laopo and me are intending to open a shop and sells clothings and bags next year or so. She dislike working for people and she yearn to be a boss herself. We are in the midst of thinking what to do and how to capture market share. We even talk about it, i will be studying and she will work in the shop. Then she will earn extra pay on top of the profit we earn! HAHAHAH!*think too much right?* But we will try to work it out! First thing come to first, i need to get my lappy. Then it will be networking and procurement! Procurement is my FORTE!!! HeeHee~


Oh well oh well~ Let's hope for the best then~!!

P.S: Working has been so systematic till it is mid-month again and pay day is coming in another 15 days......!


BORING!!!

I cannot imagine that im talking on msn with a 12 years old lady about Gucci and Burberry blue label! and guess what, her daddy bought her a BBL wallet. LOL!

Nowadays kids are soooooo rich!

Speaking about it, im not getting BBL liao, decided to stick to Kate spade but the larger version not the micro one. Capping at $350/-. Hope it is lesser. hahaha! Thank you kea's girlfriend, Yvonne. :)

As for lappy, still deciding to get Macbook pro, fujitsu lifebook or dell xps. I.T Fair is coming and i hope i can get a good deal out of it, or else, i will ask jie jie to help me get my macbook pro?
Am still thinking whether im suppose to just get an average lappy and get it over and done with! Sigh~ CAN ANYONE ADVICE ME ON THAT?

Im getting my Blackberry bold or maybe i will consider iphone since Starhub is launching it as well this coming dec~ Just nice my plan can upgrade. Phone trade off value is $300/- + vouchers, i think i don't need to come out any single cent for the BBB. :)

So many things needed and i seriously need to plan my budget well~!

P.S: Boyfriend, i have gonna your x'mas pressie. :)

im wondering WTF is wrong with all the working adults! Either they are plain lazy or they don't use their god damn pea brain to think! Been working till managerial position and yet, not working smartly. I wonder what experience have you all gained through all these years of pathetic working!

Im working as purchasing. The logic is- What you want, tell me, i buy.!
Not i ask you if you want this or that and i buy for you! Why am i doing the job for you as well? At the end of it, i will get the nonsense from you trying to complain me and backstab to my boss?

Sigh~

Work politics are fucking annoying and i swear i will scold you if you do this shit to me again~ As a matter of fact, im not reporting under you so fark off!

As much as my bowling is lousy nowadays, i look down on people whom bowled with good scores but then, THROW BLOODY STRAIGHT BALL! Totally not cool! BOOHOO!

At least im a J Hook and im proud to be one!!!

Don't ask me why i blog this random post because i just want to!!!

P.S: Call me competitve if you want but im born with it... Ask my mom about it!

Hmmm, Decided to use back my old bloglink because i like the name very much ,"staywitme". Have been using this nick since poly days? So used to it. There are no more meaning to the word "staywitme" but just pure nick. So boyfriend don't think too much if you are thinking alright? :)

Boyfriend gave me a surprise yesterday by ending work earlier and meeting me for movie. Aka Boyfriend version "my girlfriend is stupid" HA! Oh well, my girlfriend is an agent isn't half-bad!!!

Alot of funny scenes that makes me and boyfriend laugh till wanna cry out loud! SOooooo Stupid! but ya, it is quite nice. Other than the fighting bit fake, and the plot is a little long, it is quite good. And yes, i know. Im a little backdated in movies but hey, i watched my sister's keeper and love happens too~

And we went to aji teh to eat. (I seriously forgotten how to spell it~) Second time we have been there, remembering our first time there when we were still dating. HA! and im still eating my chicken katsu toji~ :) Boyfriend order a Kaninabe kimchi soup that is very tasty but as for the name, it is pretty terrible.

But still, totally appreciate boyfriend's effort telling his boss to let him off early to accompany me. :D Despite him giving me last minute notice about meeting, despite him making me travel from office in havelock to Kembangan and back to Dobby again to meet him. HAHAHAHA.

I love you boyfriend. Happy Anniversary~~~~

Thank you for going off from work earlier to spend a date with me.

Heehee~

P.S: Im contented being your Curry Kwan. HA!

Im not in the mood to blog so im just gonna write the stuff that happens in short and simple sentences!!! HAHAHA~

Yesterday when i was rushing out to meet Cai cause im late and we are suppose to catch a movie at CS together.

I DROPPED my god damn swatch watch, the watch mommy gave me, a vintage one and the screen CRACKED! sigh. think i will bring to repair but heartache!!! :(

Met up with boyfriend in the night and we went to Popeye to eat, it is sooooooooo much better than the one in Changi Airport T1!! :) Luckily im still outside when he reaches home from work, or else, i might not see him for the week.

BOYFRIEND!!! you still owe me companion to movies that i wanna watch!!!! Please spare me sometime if possible okie? loves

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Speaking about it, last sat i went for the Kate spade warehouse sale, hoping that i can find some real great stuff there so that i can save a fair bit of money to buy my lappy. BUT it is sold out! less than a day and the bags are sold out! BLOODY HELL!

Then head down to Tampines to walk around with Alicia and Ade laopo! And guess what! We went to Queen's ave and i saw this Burberry blue label that i pretty much fell in love at first sight!!!! And Liting baobei is heading down to Japan next week and that means i can get it at a cheaper rate. SINCE, BBL is only available in Japan!!!!

Now my budget for one branded bag increases and i swear, im capping it at $550/- MAX! i hope it is lesser than that. Or else boyfriend is going to kill me~

P.S: Boyfriend, im not obessed with Branded bags but i just feel that after working for 1 year plus, it is time to pamper myself and invest in ONE GOOD bag that can last me for years.

Heehee~

And it seems like i will be spending a bomb these few months because im looking at buying a new laptop and also, blackberry bold. HAHAHAH!

OMG! LOOKING AT ALL THE GOOD DEALS MY FRIENDS ARE GIVING! IM STUCK AND IM BROKE! THAT IS SO NICE OF ALL OF YOU!!! :(

*eating grass in progress*

P.S to boyfriend: I know it is early, but i got an idea what to get for you for your christmas already. Muahahahah!

*EDITED*

All the bags are sold out on the FIRST day of their Warehouse Sale!!! Bloody Hell!!!!





I swear im not going to spend so much till i cannot meet my month-end needs but please please!!!! Let me find the bag that i wanna so long but cannot find in Sg, THERE!!!! i have been sleeping on it for monthssssss!!!!



:(



I hope i can find that bag!!!!

LOL! or i will have to wait till Kea's gf whom is flying this month end to help me see the outlet there sells!!!!!

Im loving this bag, hope it looks as pretty as the photo. HA!

Im soooooo in love with my new blog skin.... so adorable....

And i do the editting myself and Jacinth help me a little with the html.

loves.



P.S: Hope boyfriend likes it too. hahah! bet he sure does!

I dont think my plan is going according to what i want it to be.

Wanna travel on a short trip before i start my school in Jan seems to be so tough. Want to go Genting also seems so far too. Sigh.

Why are the things that i promises myself to do is not fulfilling and more wishes are added to this never going to happen wishlist?

Im going to start slogging for uni this coming Jan and everything is going to be different. I will be back to my work, school, eat, sleep and work, school, eat and sleep again! and not forgetting my projects and deadlines and examinations, all is gonna be part of my life once again.

Sometimes im thinking, am i making the right decision to further my studies? as much as i know having a certificate is important but is this really what i want? once im starting my school, my budget is going to be freaking tight, no moolah for rainy days and stuff. All will be contribute to school fees and bank loan!!!!

The thoughts of it scares me especially when i am still paying off my polytechnic school fee, my braces charges, my handphone bill, allowances to parents and etc.

office work is getting pressurizing as well, more and more workload is issued to me and my partner aint very cooperative as well. I seriously think that the workload spilt between both of us aint very even but there again, who can judge it? hmmmm....

Feeling very upset now actually.
So many thoughts running in my mind and how can i not think too much about it?