“I am whom i am. Love it or Hate it ”
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aint gonna come true anymore.
Tuesday, November 24 || 9:58:00 PM
it has been months since i last send in my application for the scholarship that i had applied. And by right, they will notified the selected candidiates by Mid-Nov, it is already almost end of month and yet, i heard no news at all.
Maybe im expecting a little too much, expecting to get that scholarship that i thought i would be able to get it.
Thoughts running in my mind, thinking that maybe my recept didn't submit my application form for me, but blame it on myself, i asked my receptionist to mail it out on my behalf due to my busy schedule.
All the time took to write that long essay, the introduction and everything became nothing. Sigh.
Mommy aint gonna support me for my university fee and maybe i just shouldn't go for my uni and slog again. Maybe it aint gonna aid in my life. feeling very dejected now and i don't really know how to express it.
Maybe keeping it to myself is good, maybe expressing is good.
All i wanted to is to lead a life properly using my own hand. Sigh.
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