“I am whom i am. Love it or Hate it ”

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i know you have been spending every of your free day with me and you left it open for me, now it seems like every Sunday has become "Karine's day". You must be thinking that im a greedy girlfriend, that is your only free day and yet im trying to ask for more days.

Im grumpy today not because you are going out enjoying yourself with your friends and im home lazing around. i was grumpy because i wanted to watch HK drama series but the damn China website aint working at all while i waited for like 15mins for the website to load and ended up nothing was loading?

i cannot deny that i was disappointed instead. Asked you many times whether are you off on friday (PH) or not but you did not answered me, told you to finish your work earlier so that PH dont need to work, you dint reply me. Then last night at 11 plus you tell me that tomorrow you are kicking soccer with your friends and then you say you are having OFF DAY. How do you think i will feel?

It is my business to reserve that day for you because you are no one but my boyfriend so you don't need to feel guilty about it. I just think we seriously lack communication and im starting to feel that we are slowly drifted apart although we are still meeting on a weekly basis, exchaging some sms-es/mms-es and short chats on phone at times.

But i don't see the communication between couple between us. There is no needs to inform, no needs to update, no needs to decide on certain things together. i don't know, maybe i think too much once again.

Sigh.

A boring day triggered to be a moody day instead.