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Finally able to take some time to slow down my pace at work to write down my New Year 2010 Resolution... :) Sometimes it just keep me wonder whether will these be fulfil AT ALL? LOL!

New Year Resolution 2010 (Edited on 02-Jan-10)

1. Better time management so that i can allocate enough time for my school's projects and exams. This also means trying my best to pass every single subjects taken and max off my subject credit limit so that i can graduate soon~

2. Better emotion management means less mood swing, be happy and contented with what i have, what i was given and try not to over-stress myself too much. Stop letting my emotion to drive me around.

3. Focus better is something that i am always trying to do, not to get drifted/influenced by others easily. Do things i believe in and do it well, not halfheartedly.

4. Travel overseas as i'm targeting to at least go to either Hong Kong, Taiwan or even Bangkok as a reward, relaxation and motivation for myself for the year.

5. Save More $$$ and spend wisely because school is going to take up quite a fair bit of my income making it harder for me to save more money. I hope in the upcoming year i can spend wisely on items that i really really wanna get, things like where i can sleep on it for months and still yearn for it badly. Hahahah. Pathetic old me~

6. Better Family Bonding is something that i hope i can make it better too because i aint maintaining a good relationship with my siblings. Things seem to worsen when my brother went out of job again and again from the Recession a few years back. But i think this is not really a problem if we do not argue over financial issues. Maybe i can try to arrange more family gathering so that at least everyone can talk to one another.... hmmm.

7. Love myself more and not to give in to people is also something that almost everyone around me is telling me to be. Asking me not to give in to people and to adapt to people. Especially my boyfriend is telling me to be a little more selfish. As to loving myself more means i should be pampering on myself more rather then on my good friends or my family members.

8. Less lazy is something that i hope to do as well. Sometimes i was asked out by friends but i was just so lazy to head out and so i will put aeroplane. So this year, i try to put lesser aeroplane.

9. Better career prospect where i get some increment and promotion (Which i just received my increment letter on 31st Dec )

10. Maintain my relationship with love in mind hoping that he will loves me and pampers me more each day. Able to bear with my nonsense and take care of me. :)


P.S: I will be working from 9am till New Year day 5am today. ZzzzzZZzzz $190.00, HERE I COME~~~~~~

Last but not least, i would wanna spend some time to thank certain people...

1. Mommy
Thank you for always taking care of me, buying breakfast for me and nagging me. I know you meant well for me and sorry for making you angry pretty often for not taking good care of myself. I love you mommy. <3

2. Daddy
Thank you for always disturbing me and pampering me. I know i'm your favorite. :) Thank you daddy. I love you too. Don't be jealous over the love i gave to you and mommy cause both is equally fair. :)

3. Adeline
Thank you for being my longest friend, as much as i've very bad attitude problem. You still stay by me. I know that if any day i face some problem, i have you.

4. Eileen
Sorry that we seems drifted away from one another because of our nature of working hours where you are working shift work. But i hope you do know that KEA will always be KEA, no one can replace one another or without one another. i'm sorry that i wasn't there for you when you met the car accident as it happen to be my worst period at work as well. Please take good care of yourself. I know Barbara will be there for you.

5. Soh Junquan aka boyfriend aka Love (it's time to say about him or else he is going to nag at me)
It was a tough year for both of us as we faced alot of things happening to us. From friends to sparks to chemistry to love to couple. It is a funny thing as to how 2 acquaintances whom are not each other's cup of tea ended up being together. But nevertheless, thank you for being in my life. Thank you for cheering me up during then and gives me the support whenever i need. I know most of the time you don't show but i do know that if anything is going to happen to me, it will greatly affect you as well. Thank you for taking care of me when i was having my bad fever. During that moment, i felt you were really very MAN, it is like someone that can take good care of me in my life.

Aside for those, we absorbed one another's nonsense, attitude problem and weaknesses. Everytime we quarrel, we love each other more. This is the linkage and the importance of a couple. I do hope things will be better for both of us. I love you hubby. :) Muackz.

5. Liting baobei
Surprise to see your name here? HAHAH. I would like to thank you for being such a dearie although we only knew each other such a short period of time. I love the time we girls talk at Ethan's birthday and also the time we worked hard together at the countdown. You are simply adorable. I hope you will have a good year ahead. :)

6. Auntie Lilian
Sorry Auntie for hurting your son and affecting your family but i do thank you for all the guidance that you have provided and all the knowledge that you have shared. You were never selfish in teaching and as much as you were stern and strict, you love me as an outsider. Thank you for taking good care of me then and i wish you have a good health and smooth sailing for your family.

7. Shane
You are a tough one for me to write. Thank you for being there for me and sorry for what i have done to you back then. I'm glad that we are friends now and you are leading a pretty good life. Thank you for whatever you did for me back then. Hope you complete your NS soon and may your year be of a joyful and smooth sailing one.

8. Qingcai
Brother, thank you for being there for me when i was at my down period. You always cheer me up as much as you can do to help. I truly appreciate your effort and i see you dearly as my brother. Thank you for those random dinner/supper call that i have given you, making you to rush to meet me. HAHAHA. I am glad you found yourself a good girlfriend and i am definitely happy for you. Good luck for your future. Brother sister for life okie!! :)

Love asked me to do another one of these video. JUST FOR LAUGH. :)



Being in the working society have never been much of a problem to me, i always see myself having a strong will to adapt to different environment. But one thing that i have always trying to learn and build up in is my stress management.

With stress added to a simple problem, at times, i may blow it up to 123456789X times bigger than how it may seems as. And this will indirectly affect my rest, my diet, my mood and my health. Recently, it is acting up AGAIN!

I seriously don't know why Boss actually approve Gay's partner's leave this coming week despite that this is the peak period of our nightspots business and we needed more manpower! He still grant his leave to go to TAIWAN to enjoy. AND i also don't understand why gay partner have been with the company for 4 BLOODY YEARS and YET, he did not know that this is peak period and ordering will be terribly many? I feel that i'm having so little time to do so many things.

Have been thinking about how i'm gonna be next week and unknowningly i have added more stress on me. Have just took up the ordering and stock inventry for my company's upcoming NYE event at Marina Floating Platform and this time round, i'm doing the ordering for approx. 2,000 people?

Ordering need to do, planning need to do, liaising need to do, stock taking need to do AND even, managing event on the actual day. BOOHOOO!

Feeling so stressed up that i don't even wanna be home, don't wanna face the computer that reminds me of my work! Although i'm going to save all my office work in my Thumbdrive to bring home so that i can clear somethings before the doom day begins...

Nevertheless, today is Christmas eve. I shall stay away from my troubles and try to enjoy this special day with my special someone. I hope everything will goes well and love will like the pressie i have gonna for him. :)

Merry Christmas to all my friends. :)





Hmmm, this was my New Year resolution for 2009 and now im reflecting on it to see if i managed to satisfy any. LOL!

1. Study harder so that Part-time studying can be easier.
(I have completed my Specialist Dip in HTM and have all passed for the subjects so i assumed I DID IT!)

2. Exercise more regularly so that i can eat as much as i want.
(I have managed to drop down about 3 kg in weight but i totally forgotten how heavy am i when i wrote the 2009's resolution!)

3. Work harder so that more money can come into my pocket.
(HAHAHA! I managed to switch to a job with higher income as compared to previous job and also, started some small business with Laopo so i guess im a little wealthier as compared?)

4. Braces move faster so that my teeth can straighten to what i want.
(My teeth is still trying hard to move faster so just hope by 2010 i can exclude this resolution.)

5. Offend lesser people and make more friends. (LOL)
(I don't think i offended any one lately this year so i think it is a YES!)

So i got a Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes and Yyyyyeeessss!

:)

COOL~

Maybe it is ME again that is thinking too much, thinking too in-depth into my relationship once again.

It seems that this time round i put myself into a relationship that is very tricky and hard to manage. I never been into a relationship that i totally do not even have a chance to discuss with you about wanting to do this or that, nor to tell you my daily updates. It feels that i'm leading a life on my own until you have the time for me to meet-up. Only till we meet-up do i feel that i'm actually attached.

I'm not wanting to compare you to anyone nor to find fault in you. But, let me think of what i have done for the past few days. I was busy with my own things, updating you or not seems pretty similar as i don't get much of a reply. I tried to stay awake to at least get to know more about your work, your life because that is the only way we can connect but you did not asked about mine.

I tried to let you know what i want to do so to hear some comments/supports from you, but i hear none.

I tried to love you more and learn to be more independent because i know you are working hard.

I tried to keep myself occupied and to lead my life because i don't want you to worry about me.

I tried to express my misses and thoughts to you but you can't do anything.

I tried to show you alot or even flooded you with support to your work just hope to brighten your mood a little more.

Maybe to you, I'm just being grumpy or ridiculous YET again.

Aint a couple suppose to discuss things/ do things together? I don't see that in us. Maybe i aint putting enough effort into the relationship or maybe there aint a US in the first place, it was only YOU and ME.

I can foresee that work seems pretty much of a priority to you, you need to work to generate money, to generate money for you to chase your dream to go oversea and study.

Maybe i aint suppose to be even in your life or even, to be a part of your plan.



P.S: Should we just let go? maybe things will be less tiring.

*Edited*

Like what i told you, i will stay fucking far from you/your doing since i don't have the rights to meddle with your life. Then do tell me, WHAT DO YOU NEED ME FOR?

Just went to UniSIM to submit my course fee and also, to confirm my application for my new degree course - Bsc Logistics and supply chain management. It is a collaboration between UniSIM and Singapore Logistics Association (SLA), something that i have pretty much going to venture into for my future career.

Going to UniSim reminds me of the first time i entered to Temasek Polytechnic but now, the feeling is different. It is no longer a full time degree but a part time one and on top of that, i will only get to go to school during the night time. I guess the passion for school will be greatly reduce as compared to back then. But nevertheless, i will still try my best to excel in the course.

This will be my upcoming calendar, a rough guide as to when starting school and holiday.

Year 2010

Events	Dates
	January to June 2010	July to December 2010
Orientation and Collection of Study Materials (New Students)	9 and 16 January	10 and 17 July
Collection of Study Materials (Continuing Students)	12 to 23 January	13 to 24 July
Instructional Period (Classes)	25 January to 30 April	26 July to 30 October
Self Revision	2 to 16 May	31 October to 14 November
Examinations	17 to 29 May	15 to 27 November
Semester Break	30 May to 25 July	28 November to 23 January 2011
Release of Course Results	28 June	23 December

Don't know why i'm already looking forward to the Semester break even before the start of school. LOL!

OKIE! i have permed my hair. YES, I MEANT PERM!!! Here it is!!!!



P.S: But i'm missing my easy managing straight hair.




Sigh...

Grass is always greener on the other side. Hahahaha

"Many many photos~"


Haven been blogging faithfully these days... this week seems to be pretty much routine and honestly, it feels like i did not do much things at all. I did not update my blogshop or did i spend the time at home resting.


It was more of meeting up with friends and catching up session though.


Sat - Went to Kaiyi's 21st Birthday and meet up with GMP clique for catching up session. Location : Paya Lebar Kovan Cc, White Tangerine cafe.





GMP Clique lacking Huiping, Karin and Jay... Pity Hao let xinyu's face covered. LOL!


Her Birthday cake, very very tasty. :)




Have you ever been angry till you were trembling and feel like crying badly?

Im feeling it now.

So much so for putting in effort but i guess it is just not meant to be... Try letting go a number of times but i dint managed to. Maybe i should have already let you go.

It may be something that happened a month back then, but it upsets me badly once i knew about it.

What am i to you? how many times have i told you? why are you doing it again without thinking what will happen to me? maybe im not important to you?

it never seems to change.

You still live the way you wanted it to be, still say the things that you wanted to.

P.S: I guess you no longer need me. Maybe it wasn't love from you to me.

Good news!!!

The clothes i have ordered for my blogshop is delivered today to laopo's house and we will be photoshooting tonight at her house. Now im so excited to see that batch of clothings and hopefully, it will cause a blast to our blogshop. As much as im pushing laopo, giving her pressure in realising our dream, she is very supportive and we are making a very good team.

Originally, this project was between KEA but now became karade. hmmm, eileen, i dont know if you are going to read this but if you are ever keen into this project KEA with us, we will welcome you with open arms. :) loves.

Another good piece of news if that my education loan from Maybank have been approved. I will be meeting the person to sign off the document and it can be processed. THEN, i will take the cheque and pass to UniSIM.

P.S: i will be starting school this coming 25th Jan. :)

Tonight will be a long night but nevermind, it is all going to be worth it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY!!!!

Thank you for always showing me concern and loving me although i may be irritating at many times or troublesome at certain times but i want you to know that I LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP~
MUACK....

Anyway, give credit for the cake made by Nectarie's pastry chef, Ms Zest as well as the operation supervisor, Mr Grant Ong whom helped me to take the order. Although there are some hiccups but at least i gonna my pretty cake. :)

It is supposed to be mango cake but unfortunately, the supplier gave the mangoes were sour and a little unripe so off Ms Zest changed to Mixed Fruit cake with strawberries and blueberries being replacement and add slices of mango in the cake. The best part is the biscuit at the bottom that is crispy and also, milky which i like~ :)






P.S: Im trying out photoscape and done 2 collate. :) Pretty decent software.... i like~

Remember i mentioned that i will be updating the photo of my lappy. Here it is... Glossy black 14inch lappy of MINE. :)





Still got free Canon printer that does Print, scan, copy and print photo too~ Too bad love don't wanna let me try to trial print because he say by doing that will use the ink and dries it up faster. BOHOOO~


HAHAHAH~ There you go, proudly present you my 5 days old lappy call glossy. LOL!

Heyy,

i know i haven been blogging recently because im very busy these days and im serious. Last week i was busy looking around for great deals for lappy because im buying one and it took me maybe 3 days to finally decided to buy Toshiba satellite instead of Macbook pro afterall! HA!

Because in the end i only need it for leisure purpose and at times, video streaming or even facebook games... SO i decided to buy an average lappy instead. I promise i will upload the photos soon alright?

Then on Sat i received UniSIM acceptance letter means it is time to pay SCHOOL FEE aka APPLY for BANK LOAN!so i spend my sunday looking through which bank is better to loan and i have decided, to loan from MAYBANK! lesser interest rate and processing fee as compared to POSB. :) And have submitted to MAYBANK currently processing my education loan. Please settle it soon because i need to pay my first semester school fee of about $2.5k by 15th Dec. Studying is SOOOO EXPENSIVE~

And also, although i haven been maintaining my current blog, im busy with another blog instead, a BLOGSHOP call TheWalkway. im still learning how to edit it better because LJ is soooo tough!!! took me hours to explore to how it is now. If you are curious, it is http://thewalkway.livejournal.com

And yes, this blogshop is set up between me and laopo and WE FINALLY STARTING IT! i hope it is a blast~~~

Loves.