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Nevermind.
Sunday, August 15 || 11:52:00 PM
Do you understand how important for me to hear about him from you when you are actually my closest girlfriend? ONE whom i share everything under the sun and knows that i will not be judged, will be supported and advised? This is what i wish to archive for you and for me, so that we can share one another burden.
You told me, our conversation has become of 80% him.
Don't you remember the times when i spend time and effort to talk to him about you guys, to observe how he behave and to share news of him to him??? Or should i ask, why in the first place do i bother to know him better? To me, i want to know him so that i can advise you better, and also, to know if he is of worthy to you.
So tell me, the fact of me wanting to know more about your comment, is it too selfish? am i asking for too much?
Your initial phrase of asking me alot about him was when you guys just started knowing more of one another, and i helped. Then, it was before my cruise trip. And now, i tried asking more from you, yet you tell me that you barely know him.
Yes, i have to admit. School started, i have lesser time to check out on you, so much so i know you are facing problem at home and feeling stress over school work. I know it too cause i am facing it.
But just to let you know, i do put in effort to make the connection. The Tuesday movie and the partying session where i was running high temperature on the day itself and popped 4 panadols. I make no sound, no whining that im sick, and instead, i tried to make the night a good night for you.
Nevermind, im tired. I don't want to comment.