“I am whom i am. Love it or Hate it ”

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Looking at the changes of my life where i am spending very limited time at home since i am at my boyfriend house most of the time.

No nagging from parents and i am able to concentrate better for my school work.

But i seriously dislike the fact that whenever they are in need for something, they will give me a call.

I AM NOT AN ATM! PLS TAKE NOTE OF THAT!!!


*pissed.

Have you ever thought that being busy for a couple of weeks and rushing endless report will need a break somehow?

It's just an additional hour of your time.

Thank you for letting me know that I'm not even worth an hour.

That's all.

Am sleeping on the sofa when you are resting on the bed, by the corner of the room.

It seems to be that it is all a lie.

Just this morning, you told me about how important it is to show concern and take care of me. Even the slightest move of driving and fetching me to work is an act of you showing your love to me.

Then when the night falls And your way of saying it becomes asking whether I know how stressful you are, how terrible his days have been with the driving around to get things done, the insufficient rest, work problem, financial problem, car problem. And you tell me not to add on pressure to you.

It is upsetting.

Forget it.

Been working in PIL for 1 month plus, things were relatively stable over there with colleagues working for years. Not much politics a d maybe I am new, no one really care who am I. :)

Let's hope it will continue that way.

Been really disturbed over friends lately. Really feel why is there a need to outcast? No doubt that I have to admit I haven been attending gatherings with my overloaded work and inpromptu stuff popping up. Friends are friends and am I suppose to be outcast over it? It's not like I did not try to arrange time.

I took leave for my special friend's wedding.
I took initiative to drop random texts to my lovely friend's to try to brighten their morning.
I took effort if possible to msn them whenever I'm free.

Then what have you ladies did?

Did u alll msn me?
Did u all call me out? Even after I tell u that maybe u all can start asking and definitely I will try to make it. Rather than not asking me and flood your tweets and Facebook comments all over.

Tried thrashing session but it doesn't seems to work.

Shouldn't friends be there for you no matter what happen? But have you guys started asking me more about my change of job? How well am I adapting? The answer is NO.

I am really tired and I get quite upset that you all are going out without me.

Maybe it's time that I don't bother at all.

If in the process we no longer contact. I wish you ladies all the best in your future and Jia you!

Am not going to talk abt it anymore.

Signing off,
Karine